So I fight
Against systems and structures and hypocrites of my modern world
I lose sight
Of my own faults when I’m busy judging and tearing down yours
So at night
I push all of my demons outwards against evil itself
But when the battle is done they come back where there from and become a part of my shell
So I fight
But because I am broken I just make the world I hate worse
This chaos is constant
constant
constant
Truth
God
Pain
The soul hungers
For some relief
My world crumbles
Into defeat
In existents
The only thing
Consistant
Suffering
And through my eye I can see what I am
Evil lives in my heart
If I go through this life without a plan
It will tear my apart
It will tear me apart
Cursed
I cannot avoid suffering
Cursed
This cannot be the only thing
I hope the strife isn’t just external
That it all comes from within me
If the source of this hate’s internal
A have a chance to change my being
I will stand and face the mirror
Like I face the firing line
I will cure what I can conquer
I will cut the noose
or die
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023