The inability to shake arrogance
The thoughts of violence plague my mind
Shoulder’s heavy from the weight of my conscious
The devil and God pulling me side to side
I’ve been living in my head
I’ve been searching for the truth
Maybe I’ll find it when I’m dead
Maybe we’re all just born to lose
Fighting in my mind
What comes from inside me?
Fighting in my mind
What from forces that be?
Fighting in my mind
What can I gain from this chaos?
Fighting in my mind
Will my demons retreat?
Fighting in my…
But if I can’t find the balance
I’ll be the chaos I fight
If I choose to allow this distress
I’ll hurt the loved in my life
I am the chaos manifest
I am disease
And If the chaos of my mind comes life
In my relationships I’ll always be the cause of the strife
I either sort it out and find the truth of whats in the mirror
Or be a liar, thief, hollow hero
If I can’t control the monster I am I’m better off dead
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023